tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18656910249911282042024-03-12T22:08:12.784-07:00paige wardart, faith, and life - a journey.MP Wardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09089138098814819714noreply@blogger.comBlogger29125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1865691024991128204.post-36737630418681906992020-08-22T10:39:00.002-07:002020-08-22T16:19:14.740-07:00Heavenly Company<p>Recently, I observed a flock of beautiful geese and ducks
that the Lord so masterfully made. As I watched them, I was just amazed by the color orange. The
orange that colored their beaks was so beautiful. It almost seemed unrealistic.
How could an orange that beautiful exist? That doesn’t even begin to speak of
its texture – so luscious that I longed to touch it. Out of fear of getting
snipped by the bird’s unpredictable beak, I restrained my curiosity. How good is the Lord to have created such
imaginative creatures? He has a plan. The wandering geese and ducks know
nothing about coronavirus. They just waddle along nibbling at their feathers
and green grass in search of something to eat.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal">A brave goose approached me as I observed the flock from a
bench beside the pond. I expect it was driven by the faintest thought that I
might have a treat for him. As it came closer and closer, I was able to gaze
deeply into his eyes. Eyes of the most incredible blue. Blue like an infinite,
crystal-clear body of water with a dark black center. As I stared into the eyes
of this beautiful goose, I wondered what it may see in me. I will never know,
but what I do know is that his eyes were awe-striking. How kind of God to
afford me the opportunity of this experience.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal">This is a difficult time for many of us. We all have
different challenges during this uncertain time. Some seem thornier than others.
While I am beyond blessed in many ways, I remain human. I still struggle with
yearning for things to be back as they were before March 2020. I long to hug my
friends and family without worrying if I am going to make them sick or that
they might make me sick. I want to get out and live life in the “normal” we
knew before. Yet, that is not my reality right now. I am left in the company of
my cat and walks alone - that on occasion provide unexpected company – Heavenly Company
in the form of white, white birds. Though this company could not speak “human,” they acknowledged me - even if it was out of shallow, food-wanting intentions. Oh, to be
acknowledged and known by another. Even if it is only by birds, it seems that when whoever or whatever acknowledges me, I am reminded and comforted by this truth:</p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">“You have searched me,
Lord, and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my
thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; you are
familiar with all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue you, Lord, know it
completely. You hem me in behind and before, and<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>you lay your hand upon me. Such knowledge is
too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain. Where can I go from your
Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are
there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. If I rise on the wings of
the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will
guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. If I say, “Surely the darkness
will hide me and the light become night around me,” even the darkness will not
be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to
you.” A selection from a Psalm of David – Psalm 139:1-12<o:p></o:p></i></p><p class="MsoNormal"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6V3VOl-BumVIvZNrrh4pQDXf9a4ooa7vY25xcRPS1JipdU-QWh3Kh6n31tS59Dve_J6SZsRTYvlMXdyNuJxCmrrop5ZhMR6tzDi2SqNtfJzca4oS8Fv7LwnghlG9gX7lAossuVUjkTAQH/s1108/goose_heavenlycompany.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="752" data-original-width="1108" id="id_4947_761d_71ca_68e4" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6V3VOl-BumVIvZNrrh4pQDXf9a4ooa7vY25xcRPS1JipdU-QWh3Kh6n31tS59Dve_J6SZsRTYvlMXdyNuJxCmrrop5ZhMR6tzDi2SqNtfJzca4oS8Fv7LwnghlG9gX7lAossuVUjkTAQH/s640/goose_heavenlycompany.jpg" style="height: auto; width: 640px;" width="640" /></a></div><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><br /></i><p></p>MP Wardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09089138098814819714noreply@blogger.com0Jackson, TN, USA35.6145169 -88.8139468999999917.3042830638211527 -123.97019689999999 63.924750736178844 -53.657696899999991tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1865691024991128204.post-12467466072925350062019-12-18T21:36:00.000-08:002019-12-18T21:36:05.741-08:00Quiet Moments. Precious Memories.<h2>
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As I have been preparing for an upcoming show, I have tried to allow myself to reflect on my work and articulate my thoughts behind it. Recently some dear new friends provided me with a listening ear as I articulated thoughts behind pieces in my current body of work. Seeking to answer their questions out loud allowed all of it to click. Just like that. It all made sense. I thought it all made sense 2 years ago. 12 years of working under my belt and the stimulants, thoughts, and motivations that fuel my work continue to become clearer with each passing year. Each time I think I have it all figured out, something new is discovered! This is the joy and beauty of art making! I can't wait til I'm 70! </div>
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Artist Statement - An ever-changing document.</h2>
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Tension. It is present within our world. We desire comfort, peace, and rest, but are often met with pain, confusion, and toil. Often, to overcome the burdens that we face, we reflect on moments of tenderness, tranquility, and ease that come from our past. Reflecting on memories of yore, we long to go back. Some call this nostalgia, but I identify it as faith for we cannot go backwards. We can only go forward. It has been said, “Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.” The precious memories from our past are sweet glimpses of what is to come. It is through faith that I have this hope.</div>
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I explore the concept above through the creation of objects, forms, and materials drawn from architectural and domestic spaces. Preconceived ideas of comfort and stability are questioned through opposing form and material juxtaposition. The raw materiality of aged and reclaimed wood in union with raw and unrefined ceramics and concrete hearken back to days of old; memories of childhood. The multiple and repetitive processes displayed, communicate a sense of order and expectancy that tempt a feeling of comfort. Yet, upon closer inspection, situations that seem to have gone awry are apparent. Ceramic doors, depicted as bricks, are unable to be opened, grid-like scaffolding is constructed in a temporary and tenuous fashion, and pillows are cast in concrete. Noise. Noise. Noise!</div>
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Be still. Listen. Observe pearls and well-crafted wooden structures nestled in harsh concrete pillows, fragile eggs in a tattered quilt, and a small seed-like pod perched in chaotic structures made from remnants of dilapidated homes. Faith grows. Quiet and still moments. That is where hope is found.</div>
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MP Wardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09089138098814819714noreply@blogger.com01050 Union University Dr, Jackson, TN 38305, USA35.6773778 -88.8595905999999910.155343300000002 -130.1681846 61.199412300000006 -47.550996599999991tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1865691024991128204.post-6635723428653580772018-08-26T19:35:00.002-07:002018-08-26T19:41:57.563-07:00Homegrown Intentions - Reflecting on my roots.As I have been facing some changes in my studio lately, I have picked up sewing again. It is something that I did in high school and college; a little in grad school, but not in a while. I have also been reading and writing and reflecting and thinking about what is important in life. I am blessed to be an artist and I do not regret pursuing this path. I know it is my calling. However, there is something even greater than art that I think we (or myself) need to remind ourselves of often. We artists can sometimes get hung up on ourselves as the passionate beings that we are.<br />
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More important than art is relationships. Relationships with people. As I remind myself this yet AGAIN, I remember a quote by Paul <span style="font-family: "calibri" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Greenhalgh</span> that I was introduced to in graduate school in a seminar at the University of Florida taught by Linda Arbuckle. It came from the book, <i>The Persistence of Craft. </i><span style="font-family: "calibri" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt;">Greenhalgh said,</span><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "calibri" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Millions of visitors trail around the world’s
museums and galleries each year, mutely acknowledging the importance of art
without ever experiencing it, because, in reality, the art is no longer
there. Works of art are not objects:
works of art are relationships between people and objects. If the relationship does not exist, neither
does the work of art. Context and
environment are important. They should
remain in consideration when any work is presented. Art is primarily an idea. Remove the idea, and only social class and
economics remain.”</span></i><span style="font-family: "calibri" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 115%;"> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "calibri" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 115%;">As I recently revisited this quote, I was reminded of a story that I wrote in undergrad. I think even then, I was getting at it - I knew relationships were more important - but I didn't fully understand it yet. Quite honestly, I still do not know if I fully understand it, but I think there are dots between these different ideas and hopefully I will figure out how to connect them one day soon. I want my work to reflect this intention.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "calibri" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 115%;">I will now share this story that has never been shared publicly. It was written in 2010 about my undergraduate senior show - 8 years ago. I now think that my Grandmommy herself was an artist. She was a home artist. A homemaker is what we call them. That's the kind of artist that I really want to be more than anything else. I think in revisiting sewing, I am seeking to speak to that maternal desire that is within myself as a woman.</span><br />
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<st1:place w:st="on"><st1:city w:st="on"><span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 200%;">Milburn</span></st1:city><span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 200%;">, <st1:state w:st="on">Kentucky</st1:state></span></st1:place><span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 200%;"> – that is where I spent
approximately 13 summers of my life. My
great-grandparents’ farm was my second home.
However, it is not the gathering of eggs, rummaging through old barns,
or building of tree houses that surface in my mind when I think of those <st1:place w:st="on"><st1:state w:st="on">Kentucky</st1:state></st1:place> summers. Though all of those memories have made a
lasting imprint on my life, it is my “Grandmommy” herself that I recall. Yet, what I remember most about Grandmommy,
other than her threadbare, floral housecoat, is her generous spirit. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 200%;"> Though I despise the taste of them, unless they are fried
and green, my Grandmommy had the plumpest and most attractive tomatoes in all
of <st1:place w:st="on">Western Kentucky</st1:place>. I can see them now, spread out on a huge
wooden spool that, though once a house for cable, now served as a “stout” platform. Lying on this spool, under her carport was
the ideal environment for her beautiful tomatoes to appropriately ripen. I can see her standing over them, with hand
on hip, considering the plan she had intended for them. “Should this one be canned whole, juiced, or
sliced and served with salt for dinner?”
This is the scene that played as my mother pulled up in the drive. It was time for us to return to Frog Jump,
our home 100 miles away in <st1:place w:st="on">West Tennessee</st1:place>. My brother and I didn’t want to leave. Yet, we must; school would be back in session
in less than a week. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 200%;">As we
loaded our belongings into the car, Grandmommy ushered Momma over to the
makeshift spool table and prompted her to choose the best tomatoes resting on
the <i>Carlisle Weekly</i>. Grandmommy gave my mom the grandest and
reddest tomatoes. How could she just
give them away? It was easy for
Grandmommy, as if they were intended for my mom from the beginning, when her
grandmother’s weathered hands dropped them in the ground as a seed. After we carefully packed the tomatoes in the
car and hugged our last goodbye, we were on the road to Frog Jump. Grandmommy stood at the end of the driveway
waving as her worn housecoat blew in the wind, and we were out of sight. A single tear rolled down my cheek. I could only think of the upcoming summer and
the image of my Grandmommy giving away her future tomato harvest, which was
already intended for my mother and whomever else came along Grandmommy’s path.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 200%;">Now,
years later, I remember Grandmommy’s famous tomatoes as I work in my studio, on
my specialty, clay. Though it is not
nestled in the ground as a seed or cultivated in the hot July sun, it too is
labored – mixed, wedged, and molded by my hands. As I work the clay, the very Earth that
nurtures all seedlings, I think about how meaningful Grandmommy’s tomatoes have
been to me. However, the physical
tomatoes themselves have not moved me as much as what they represent. They have challenged me to acknowledge that
simple things in life, though small they seem, can sway us in significant
ways. Reflecting on this self-discovered
concept, I began to consider the little, yet great, influences we experience daily. I asked myself, “Can my ceramic sculptures,
the very fruits of my labor, like prized tomatoes be intended for someone? Can they be given away?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 200%;">In the
work I create, the people and things that have influenced me are evident. A teacher’s words, the introduction of a new
art medium, and farm-spent summers are planted in what I make. Its whimsical nature gives credit to my
desire to be a child again - the longing to stand on Grandmommy’s fresh-swept
carport and see the importance of a simple gift of homegrown tomatoes through a
child’s eyes is present. The colors,
basic and bright, yet, antiqued or distressed, imply a sense of nostalgia or
antiquity. In the end, the pieces will
be given away. Given to the ones for
whom they were intended from the time the clay was taken out of the <i>Highwater</i> <i>Clay </i>box to when they were finally pulled out of the <i>L & L Kiln </i>that warmed them to
approximately 1950 ⁰F. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 200%;">If I
were to visit Milburn and Grandmommy’s farm again today, it wouldn’t be the
same. Yes, the carport would still be
there along with the gravel on which she walked in her worn house-slippers.
There might even be remnants of the tomatoes themselves found in weathered
wooden stakes that once supported the plants on which they grew. However, Grandmommy wouldn’t be there. Time has taken away her ability to garden and
work the earth as she once did. Yet, the
one thing that will always reside on that carport in <st1:place w:st="on">Western
Kentucky</st1:place> is the memory of gifts, influences, and intentions; for
that is what Grandmommy left there. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I went down to the river to pray and fellowship with Jesus
today hoping for refreshment - hoping for clarity of mind and a return to peace
and joy with Him. It is typical from me to do this when I feel discouraged
and lonely. When the Lord is teaching me something that is difficult for me to
grasp. When He wants me to surrender and place all of my trust in Him.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Each time, He never fails to deliver and I am left realizing that I need to meet Him more often. </span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> M</span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">eet Him in His Creation where He is
always right there waiting for me.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">He is
always there.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I just have to be willing
to go. Yes, I have quite times with Him daily, but there is something special
about going to meet Him in His Creation. It is where I am away from it all;
away from the phone, away from the noise, away from the distractions of this
world. It is only me and His music – the sound of the river crashing gently
over the rocks; even the buzzing of the mosquito in my ear. Through His Creation
He speaks to me. He speaks to me when I choose to listen.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">As I ate my sandwich, watching the river flow, I found myself
studying the leaves – leaves of varying color. October in Gatlinburg is a
beautiful sight. One leaf in particular caught my eye. A rust orange one with
purple speckles – a maple leaf, I believe.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">
</span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">It had found itself corned between some rocks off to the side of the
current.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Resting; protected from the
rushing water.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I studied the
surroundings of the leaf; thinking of a friend who might like to have it.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I noticed several profound things - a tree
growing out of the side of the bank; its roots exposed and clinging to the
rocks and soil around it. How can a living thing grow out of a rock saturated
ground? Then, the soil had eroded out from under a large rock to create a small
cavern-like nook which housed a multitude of various smooth stones. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">In the midst of the smooth stones, I spotted a foreigner – a
small piece of glass that had been worn smooth by the flowing river and passage
of time.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> Who knows how long it took for the water to sculpt that piece of glass. </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I looked at the piece of glass
and the Lord said to me, “That’s you.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Once
a broken shard of glass, sharp and unrefined – dangerous to the touch – who was
plunged into my flowing river of grace to soften all your sharp edges.”</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">That wearing away and journey to becoming
smooth is a long one. Sometimes painful. Sometimes scary.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I think it must take a lifetime.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">But, He said, “Do not fear because you will
be made smooth. Smooth by my grace. That's a promise.” A single tear flowed down my cheek.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">So very small a stream compared to His river.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">That tear came from a place of gratitude,
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year old legs as they entered my Grandmommy’s bed after my nighttime bath with
pink Dove soap on a warm summer’s night in July.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">My head hit the soft feather pillow and I
scooted in as close to Grandmommy as I possibly could.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I felt safe to be near her in her silky night
gown.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">After we were settled, she began
to tell me her stories.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">“These are
feather pillows she would say.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">They were
made from the feathers in Momma’s feather bed. I wouldn’t have any other pillow
but a feather pillow,” she would say.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">
</span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">“Whoo, there ain’t nothing like them.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">
</span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">When I was a little girl we didn’t have anything but feather pillows and
my Momma got them from our geese.”</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">She
would raise her head up and down and move it around as she spoke as if she had
some sort of nervous habit – the pillow conforming back and forth to her head.
I didn’t really think anything about it because that’s just what Grandmommy did
when she was talking. </span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I just laid there
and listened to her stories that she would tell.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">It was our nightly ritual. I learned about
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girl.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I learned about the time she
burned 2 chocolate pies during the WWII sugar ration; and how she dumped them
out in the woods to hide the fact that she had wasted the sugar by burning the
pies.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I learned about a side of Frog
Jump that I couldn’t experience, but one that I could imagine.</span><span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I could imagine it because I was familiar
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comfort of Grandmommy’s pillow next to my side, with her head in it is
gone.<span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>A transient moment
in my life, defines a memory that remains permanently etched in my mind.<span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>Yet, while the memory remains, the trust that
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though freezes a moment in time and captures it permanent.<span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>I trust that the pillow will not change.<span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>It is captured just the way it is.<span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>To last
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In talking to a regular Anderson Ranch student - a favorite of mine, Carol, I discovered something special about her take-away from the course. After talking about a few new favorite discovered glazes, the most important thing that Carol took away from the class and admired most was the way that Suze and Kent interacted with one another. She said that more than technical information, she took valuable life lessons about how we relate to one another. In that moment, I agreed. I said you're right, Carol. Isn't what all of this is about? It's not just about making pots or working with clay for that matter. It is about something greater. We do what we do for something else. That's when I said, "You know, everything that we do is more than what it is." <br />
<br />When an instructor brings an 88 year old student a cup of tea. When a fellow classmate picks up your lunch plate. When a fellow intern grabs the other handle of the trash can as his teammate is picking it up to load it into the Mule. When a studio coordinator adds an extra level of organization to the studio by laying the glaze tests out in a grid by clay body and firing type for the students. When an Artistic Director of 32 years is still hosing out the studio with his interns. These are the things that make a difference. Every little detail. Everything we do from squeeging the floor to grinding a kiln shelf goes into something greater. Each are necessary to get the perfect lid on the perfect pot. The pot is the object that ultimately forms a relationship with an individual. Yet the pot is only a remnant of what is the most important - the relationship. The relationships that we make are the entire reason that we are even on this planet.<br />
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I am describing the relationships that are formed through clay because that is my story. But each of us have our own. The plumber. The lawn tender. The chef. The janitor. The nurse. Each field does what they do all for people. The relationships that we form with people through what we do are why we are here. Everything that we do is way more than what that thing is.<br />
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<span abp="1045">Having said that, what is the substance, the purest essence, of my home? The land. Dirt. Or as my friend, Brandon would say, soil. It has been there since the beginning of time. It is the land that my great great great grandfather, James Elijah Archer trotted across when he settled in Frog Jump, TN in the late 1800s. It is where he resided until his death in 1938. It is were an entire community was born. It is the land that my entire family has worked on. The dirt that was plowed and gave birth to crops that fed them. Those people are gone. I never knew them. Yet, their legacy lives on in the soil where their earthly bodies now lay. Their spirits have gone on, but their work has not. It lives on in me and in the dirt. The dirt of Frog Jump is the substance and essence of my home.</span></div>
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Evidence. This word keeps coming up in my life today. It came up in class. It came up in my Sunday school lesson. God gave us evidence that He exists. Faith is not blind. Biblical faith is very concrete. I am thankful for God's Word. Without it, Christians would have no faith. Like Paul said in 1 Corinthians 15:14, "And if Christ has not been raised, our preaching is useless and so is your faith." We have no faith without the evidence that Christ lived, died, and rose again. We know this is true because of God's Word. It provides us with evidence that is concrete. Real life people sharing real life testimonies that paint a picture of what happened. It is TRUE. Absolutely true. And if it is true, we should take God's every Word as fact. </div>
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MP Wardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09089138098814819714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1865691024991128204.post-13870377332304664802015-11-18T10:30:00.000-08:002015-11-18T10:30:03.457-08:00What is art anyway?<div style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
Lewis concludes in Chapter 1 of <em>Mere Christianity </em>(1952)<em> </em>with two points, "First, that human beings,all over the earth, have this curious idea that they ought to behave in a certain way, and cannot really get rid of it. Secondly, that they do not in fact behave in that way. They know the Law of Nature; they break it. These two facts are the foundation of all clear thinking about ourselves and the universe we live in (Lewis, 1952, p.8).</div>
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<em abp="29">Having read that, I start to try and understand what this means to me and my work. From reading this, it seems as if there is a moral standard/code that we as human beings adhere to - I agree with Lewis. With that, how does this standard apply to and translate to art? Is there a standard that we are trying to achieve in making art? I hear a lot of talk these days about how art can be anything we want. Is this because there was/is a standard but in our human nature have decided to break the Law of Nature? Is art supposed to break rules or point to a standard? It is the intent of the artist that matters; which to some extent, I agree. However, I start to wonder what is art then? I am interested in having these conversations. We are all getting a Master of Fine Arts degree, but we never talk about this in a real way. We all just say we make art, but why? If what Lewis is saying is true, it seems as if there must be some rules about art that we strive to adhere to as well. However, as he said, it is our choice to adhere to them or not. If art is a depiction of our values, worldview, etc. what are we communicating?</em></div>
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MP Wardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09089138098814819714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1865691024991128204.post-60409429561427062842015-10-25T21:17:00.000-07:002015-10-25T21:17:11.524-07:00In the beginning...<div abp="16">
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formed the perimeter around our plush freshly mowed lawn, setting down to the
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necklace, we would be safe.<span abp="216" style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Safe.<span abp="217" style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yes – safe – for a moment.<span abp="218" style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A fleeting moment.<span abp="219" style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yet, life happens and sometimes we are not
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Security, safety, purpose, and love. Humans are on a search to find these things. Whether they be physical, emotional, relational, or spiritual, we all want security. In the country in which we live, America, there are many things that seem to provide us the opportunity to be secure - physical homes, institutions, systems, organizations, and structures. In comparison to other nations, America is rich. However, how long will these man-made and imposed orders last? They will not - they are merely attempts to achieve what is really to come. At any moment, a disaster could bring it all crashing down and our perfect ideas of security will be no more. No more white picket fences, perfectly manicured lawns, or even organizations that seek to help those in need. Everything will pass. What will we be left with? I challenge you to consider if the world as you know it were to fall apart, what would you do?</div>
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Minimalism - an art movement of the 1950s - 1970s that stripped forms down to the essence of their being. Some refer to it as a reaction against the movement of Abstract Expressionism which brings to mind the work of Jackson Pollock or for us clay folk, Peter Voulkos. While there is no denying the brilliance of the abstract expressionist... I mean, look at the life that Voulkos brought to the clay... there is for me personally, some sort of comfort that can be seen in more minimal work.</div>
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Included in my thoughts and research supporting studio practice during graduate school are my thoughts and lessons in the School of Life. I will attempt to keep up with this for the Lord has taught and continues to teach me many lessons this year. By documenting them, I hope to share the good news, encourage others, and most importantly remind myself of the lessons that I have already learned - I often forget them. </div>
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December 11, 2014 - I joined some friends from UF Ceramics to take a trip to Cedar Key, FL to partake in some kayaking adventures. This was to be my second kayaking voyage. My first, was in Curaumilla, Chile where I kayaked the COLD Pacific Ocean. I should have learned this lesson then. I happened to "lose" my breakfast in the great Pacific if you know what I mean. Not fun. Well maybe that was a different lesson - one from childhood - don't go in the water for 30 minutes after you eat!!! At any rate, I was going to conquer this second trip! I tend to get a little bit competitive at times.</div>
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As we launched the boats in the water, I could see the destination island in the distance. For a rookie kayaker, it seemed to be at least an hour away - not really. My friends zoomed ahead and continued to glance back at me, "How are you doing, Paige?" "Oh fine," I would reply. While inside, I was a little frustrated with myself and I wanted to be further ahead than I was. I was tempted to pick up my pace and catch up with the troop. As I did, I could feel my body saying to me, "Slow down!" I began to feel a little nauseated and was finally forced to stop. A voice inside of me said, "Look at this beautiful gulf." I paused and looked and the rays of sun were bouncing of the surface of the water. There were birds swooping down and flying so close to the water that their feathers just gracefully skimmed its surface. "WOW!" I thought. "Look at what I see when I SLOW DOWN to ENJOY what is before me and RELAX for a change." I began to paddle again, but this time with a different attitude. I decided that I WILL reach the island when I reach the island. Maybe that is not when my friends reach it, but that's okay because maybe it was that kayaking adventure that was meant to teach me this very important life lesson!</div>
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I viewed the trip as a metaphor for life. We're all on this kayaking adventure. We're going out into the open sea with nothing in sight of what could come across our path. Through it we learn lessons. It may be hard to learn them. Growing pains aren't comfortable. However, if you believe what I believe, we have been promised by our Lord Jesus Christ that we WILL reach the island if we trust Him. Be who you are. Learn as you learn. Find joy in the experience of it all. Are we to be diligent at this? Of course, but don't allow trying to catch up with the crowd get in the way of your pace and what you could be learning. If you try to race ahead, you may get sick (if you're kayaking) or most importantly, you may miss what it is that God is trying to teach you. His plan for us is individual and I can't expect mine to line up with someone else's. It is unique.</div>
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In conversation a few weeks ago with my mentor, he encouraged me to write a manifesto for my art. I was at my wits end, frustrated, and trying to figure out what I am doing. I think grad school will do that do someone. It is really hard. I won't pretend that it isn't. However, it is good and necessary to experience in order that one might truly own his work. I have learned that my work can no longer be about what someone has told me to make it about or even what I think it should be. No, it has to be what One greater than me has commanded it to be.</div>
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My second semester of graduate school has been a challenge to figure out that goal. All I could figure out is that I wanted to tell a story... What story? I had an idea. "I love to tell the story of unseen things above of Jesus and his glory, of Jesus and His love. I love to tell the story because I know tis true. It satisfies my longings as nothing else can do." That's the story I wanted to tell and that's the story that I wanted to sing everyday.</div>
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PROBLEM! Not everyone can relate to that story the way I know it and not everyone cares about Jesus the way I do. HOWEVER, there is something that we all have in common and that is that we are all human. WOW. Yep. We are. Flawed and sinful to the core. I know I am anyway. I need saving. No matter how hard I try, I can't fix or save myself at all. I must surrender and die to myself daily. So I have a story - MY story. It tells the story of Jesus and how He loved and saved me. Doesn't everyone want to be saved by something? Doesn't everyone want to be loved? Can't I show human's desire to be safe and loved? Yes, I can. That is what I will strive to do. It won't have a cross stamped on it, but it will seek to share the story of His truth and love that is unchanging and eternal. </div>
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Why Mr. McCreight, you have nailed it right on the head for me - for most of us I think. My grandmother did this. When I was in high school I thought that it was silly. She would frequently come home from a visit to the antique store with something that one of her grandmothers had when she was a little girl. Once, it was a set of aluminum measuring cups. They were dinted in places and had lost their sheen. She was so excited to show them to me. She said, "Look what I found! Mammie had these when I was a little girl." I didn't get it. "So what? I thought." </div>
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I have recently reconnected with someone who is becoming a very dear friend to me. I knew this person from a previous and brief meeting 3 years ago, but didn't really know much else about this person. Yet, there was something about this person that was comfortable. We hit it off immediately! I felt like I had known this person for my entire life. I could be honest and chat. It felt safe. This person felt the same way about me. This person said to me, "it feels like <strong>home</strong> with you." The feelings were mutual. I felt the same way, but what a way to put it, "it feels like <strong>home</strong> with you." </div>
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Hmmm... that has gotten me to thinking about what home means even more. I wrote in a previous post, that I found comfort in the objects that dear people in my life had given to me. Notes. Tins. Pottery. Postcards. I wrote that those things brought me comfort, because they were the people that were closest to me in my life. They were like my family. So I am still asking the question is home a place, friends, family, feelings? Maybe it is just a combination of all of these things? I have this feeling and notion that it is something that will never be completely fulfilled here. Yet, we continue to search for it.... Why and what is that?</div>
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I am learning that this is true for many other things in life. Notice I said learning. I don't know all the answers. I don't understand everything. I am seeking for the answers and understanding and only hope that I will continue to do so throughout my life...</div>
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MP Wardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09089138098814819714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1865691024991128204.post-83631239862184654632014-09-23T11:46:00.000-07:002014-09-23T11:47:25.092-07:00Comfort and Well-beingIn reading some excerpts from the book, <em>Home: A Short History of an Idea</em> by Witold Rybczynski (recommended by a fellow artist, Kate Fisher), I immediately found myself reading the last chapter of the book on "comfort" and "well-being." Usually, when I think about home, I think about these things so it seemed fitting for me to get down to business and immediately read that chapter. Well, after I read the foreword and chapter 1 on "Nostalgia." At any rate, Rybczynski hooked me at the beginning of chapter 10 when he said,<br />
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I know when something feels good, right? My pillow sure does feel good when I lay my head on it every night, but would I know that it felt good if I had not experienced what felt bad? My head did not feel good when it was resting on the dentist's chair for 3 hours on Friday. That did not feel good at all. I could definitely measure that much more accurately than I can measure the comfort my pillow gives me. The way Rybczynski sums it up in the end is perfect. He gives the example that most people say,<br />
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All of this makes me think of the longing we have for home and place. We have this stuff. Pictures. Cushy pillows and blankets. Fluffy rugs. Pottery. All this stuff that we fill our houses with trying to make it home. Trying to make it comfortable. We are searching for comfort. For the past 3 summers, I have lived in Colorado. My room there is this generic room in a building of other generic rooms. They all look the same. They all have the same furniture. They all have the same stark walls. I can't stand it. I want it to be my "home" not just the place that I sleep. So what do I do? I take photos of FRIENDS and FAMILY and favorite pieces of pottery that remind me of the PEOPLE who made them. A Nestle chocolate tin can that my FRIEND gave me. I hang special postcards and notes on the wall by my bed that special PEOPLE in my life wrote to me. All of the stuff that I take there is related to people and that is what brings me comfort. They are my friends. My family. Is this longing that we have for home and comfort really a longing for family? Is it family that brings you comfort? Can we measure it accurately if we have not experienced the discomfort of missing parts of a family? <br />
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MP Wardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09089138098814819714noreply@blogger.com0Gainesville, FL, USA29.6516344 -82.32482619999996129.4309209 -82.647549699999956 29.872347899999998 -82.002102699999966tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1865691024991128204.post-4181936878088633152014-09-15T16:30:00.000-07:002014-09-23T08:57:46.459-07:00SehnsuchtI have found a German word that seems to describe the feeling of longing that we have and that I am referring to perfectly - Sehnsucht.<br />
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